I had dreams about you, I made scenarios in my head where I had to chase my own self away. I had to go through storms to find my heart again, where the clouds would shoot at me. I used to have fun and dance in the flames of the chaos I had in my mind. I found my heart in a silent storm. had to clean it out under the rain, had to clear my mind from the words you never spoke but that I always heard. I had to make myself happier in times of deep sadness when I thought my life had no point. that's the point. I thought I was meaningless. I thought I was unworthy, but I'm the only, the only one, and will always be.